What else??

Note:

A friend mailed me yesterday and asked, "what happened after the incident of your previous post?"

Being the eldest of all the cousins I got a chance to observe, learn and even impact their nature and nurture. This interest combined with the struggle described below gave me a vision. And
I payed my examination fee with some late fine.

Coming to the current topic

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January 1st 20011.
I told myself, "2011 is the best year of my life!"
The first three months I suffered mentally and emotionally.

Ahh...!!! The pain and suffering of the first three months. This is one of the most memorable phases of my life!! I wish no one has to undergo this.

Fourth month passed with lot of confusion. Many things happened and I lost track of the events happening around me.

Fifth month came and I thought, "There can't be more worse and now 2011 is going to show the good side of it. "

One fine day I was on my way to office and told myself,"All not so good looking things ended."

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As ppl surrounded me, I discovered I just had an accident!!

I still am not completely out of its impact!! and it gave me its share of suffering..:)

There r good things too

The mental suffering led me to the best teacher in the world.

The emotional suffering made me more loving.(I am more of a detachment extremist before)

I still am not sure about the accident. A good guess would be, "Its asking me to slow down."

After all this..I wonder, "What else 2011, the best year of my life is planning for me? and why can't things be taught to me without suffering."

The best year of my life caused me more suffering than any other year and there are seven more months..!!

PS:

I don't like people whom I like...:P They pull me into not preferred things.

I joined a group, I worked for it. I discovered I am not made for it. I understood that people there started liking me and I decided not to answer any phone calls to avoid them. But,
Pdh (I am not giving full name), I liked you the first time I met you. may be because you think like me. I don't want to be in the group but when you called me yesterday, I answered the call (which I don't want to do) and I agreed for the new project (which mainly involves both of us ). You are truly an anchor to me into the group and If you are reading this post, I am not made for this group and no hard feelings (I know your brother is the head of the group and I truly like him but I think the group is not for me )